CRYING THE MOON

I'm crying again
Just feeling the pain
Just feeling the sea
Of my tears inside me
Tears don't fall
Tears don't feel
My head is aching
I can see the moon
The moon is growing
The moon is hurting
The moon is my heart
My heart doesn't know the way
My heart doesn't feel the same
It's broken
And asking you to stay
And word by word
I cannot say.
Word by word
I made mistakes
Doesn't matter about you...
I'm needing a little bit of affection
I'm needing that love you brought me once
And it's my fault
You don't have that love to bring
And it's your fault
I'm here to stay
Sometimes I can see your face
Sometimes I don't wanna see
I was thinking about you
And it doesn't matter to me
Many times
You make me feel better
This time
You make me feel lonely.
I'm MAD again..
But I'm trying not to be insane
I'm trying to be safe
I'm trying to think about
But it isn't blank anymore
You brought me a kind of desire
But you are not here to light the fire
I did many stupid things
I was not right it could work
I was just trying...
I failed
But I tried

(Isabela Mendes)